Whenever I sit down to write I have trouble finding a topic. I feel like I have hit a roadblock in my discernment (which is what I try to write about). The next step that I feel called to take requires a large block of time that I don't currently have. So college has to come first. It is a little frustrating, but it is forcing me to think and work on other aspects of my life.
God's will is not just for my future. He has a plan that involves every day, every hour, every moment of my life. So this time that is spent working and in school is not just for waiting. I'm beginning to focus less on the question, "what does God want me to do in my future?", and more on "what does He want of my in this situation and this moment?"
I'm getting a promotion at work, which means I am responsible for overseeing my coworkers. The more I think about God's will in this moment the more I notice myself asking instead of telling, getting someone's attention instead of yelling, and treating those I don't like the same as those I do. I still have tons of work to do, but I am happy to have found another area of my life to work on while I'm waiting for my future.
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