One Good Thing

I've started so many posts recently. But for some reason or another I never finish them. Today I'm determined that I will finish, even if the result is a random, incoherent, pointless, redundant post.

The one good thing about today is that I know tomorrow has to be better. This is an exaggeration, but as of two hours ago I definitely would have agreed 100%. I wasn't feeling well. For some reason I never stayed on one task at work for any length of time, there was always something else that needed to be done too. So of course I tried to be everywhere. There was something wrong with pretty much every drawer I counted, which meant I had to count it again. I let myself be annoyed and frustrated by someone else's attitude. I found out someone I never got along with is returning to my job. I realized this is my last day working with my wonderful manager for two months. I've been told to watch out for this and that while the replacement management is there. And with all of this I'm stressed about school. I shouldn't be, but I am.

Now that I am home and things are quiet though I'm thinking about everything that went well today too. I everything done before work that I wanted to. Today was my last shift at work for the year, so I can now focus on the get together we are having on New Year's Eve. I have a great manager who I love working with and she will be back in only two months. None of the mistakes with the drawers were mine (besides simple math errors I caught myself) I have some great coworkers who try to cheer me when they realized I'm stressed out. I'm trusted at my job and have been told I'm doing it well. Everyone one I love is safe and sound tonight. I am able to go to college at a school I choose to get a good education. And above all I have God, always with me, even on days like today when I feel frustrated and alone.

Pax Christi!